Post by audrey emily hathaway on Aug 10, 2010 17:39:22 GMT -5
WELCOME ALL TO CURTAIN CALL
at the opera
at the opera
AUDREYEMILYHATHAWAY
her feelings she hides. her dreams she can't find. she's losing her mind. she's fallen behind.
she can't find her place. she's losing her faith. she's fallen from grace. she's all over the place.
her feelings she hides. her dreams she can't find. she's losing her mind. she's fallen behind.
she can't find her place. she's losing her faith. she's fallen from grace. she's all over the place.
`NAME; audrey emily hathaway.
`AGE; twenty one.
`SEX; female.
`ORIENTATION; straight.
`OCCUPATION; none.
`NICKNAMES; aud.
LET THE MUSIC FILL THE NIGHT
and soon it's all we hear
and soon it's all we hear
`LIKES; electric guitar. music. winter. long sleeves. black. pink. punk-rock. cursing.
`DISLIKES; acoustic guitar. blue. people. dana hathaway.
`HABITS; cutting. getting high. getting drunk. cursing at least one time per sentence.
`HOBBIES; playing guitar. listening to music.
`HEROES; she. her. herself.
`OVERALL PERSONALITY;audrey has been dana's bff ever since they were born. they had a falling out once she became depressed and started cutting herself. her only friend is the electric guitar, and she hates talking to anyone. she prefers to let everyone know her feelings through her music.
audrey's never had a close knit of friends. but everyone knows her. why? because she was the only messed up, rich girl, in the entire school. she was depressed, bipolar, and plain out right weird. no one accepted her. they talked to her behind her back. audrey was never the one for self control, she bitched at everyone, cried, and had her fair shares of bar fights.
she was suspended. not a big surprise really- but it was long overdue because of the money that they had. she knows what kind of hardships she put onto dana, but that was the point. she despises her little sister. her perfect little sister. she wanted dana to snap under the pressure. but she never did. she just made a reputation out of herself.
audrey can be a good girl. a sweet one. a flirty one even. but she chooses not to. it would ruin her. make her snap. it's not possible. she doesn't want to be weak. she doesn't want to be used. that's not a choice.
she's fine just the way she is.
`QUOTES;yes? no? fine. fuck you.
RAGING VOICES IN MY MIND
rising from the orchestra
rising from the orchestra
`HAIR LENGTH; little above her waist
`HEIGHT; five nine.
`EYE COLOR; blue.
`ETHNICITY; white.
`HAIR COLOR; blonde with pink highlights. and a black base.
`PEIRCINGS; ears.
`TATTOOS; black heart on the inside of her left wrist.
`NORMAL DRESS;long sleeved black shirt with a pink heart on the lower right side. black ripped skinny jeans and black convers.
I AM ON THE OTHER SIDE
they're howling in my head
they're howling in my head
`PARENTS; jamie hathaway
`SIBLINGS; dana alice hathaway
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correct her if she's wrong. but honestly? she won't like it. she won't appreciate it. she hates being wrong. stupid world, they won't accept her for who she is. audrey was dying her hair in the bathroom again, trying to escape reality. it wasn't fair how everyone hated her. how everyone judged her. they had no idea what was going on. nope. no idea.
a grim smile played on her face, as she lifted her hands to get a strand of hair. the horizontal scars were visible, as she smiled larger. each one of them had a story. and whenever she talked to someone about them- their faces would be stunned with shock. they didn't know what to do. or what to say.
how about i'm oh-so-fucking sorry? audrey said, her voice husky but pretty never the less. she was pretty. had a pretty good body, it was just that she wouldn't show it off. no, not like her slut sister did. she wasn't ever going to get used. she wasn't going to have to deal with stupid people pretending to be in love with her, just to fuck her.
audrey rolled her blue eyes, as she waited for the dye to dry. she sat down on the toilet, wondering what she had ever done to deserve this kind of screwed up hellish life.
what the fuck did i do?